nims dazu

if the rain must fall :=: james morrison

2006-10-04T23:48:00.000+10:00

my fringe needs to grow longer dammit!!! grRRR

emo oranges!!!

Well I've got something to say
But you might laugh, joke or run away
Cause I'm awkward and nervous
Sometimes I don't say much at all

my blue heaven :=: taking back sunday

2006-09-20T23:43:00.000+10:00

Still it's you I can't deny.

in repair :=: john mayer

2006-09-19T10:43:00.000+10:00

Is my page still all wonked out? Like is the main blog page underneath the sidebar?

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new look upon me

textbook :=: we are scientists

2006-09-18T12:00:00.000+10:00

my shoulder is sore. and im typing with one hand. !! :
i need a haircut. again. but not by a gay fairy hairdresser that takes 1hr to cut my fringe and back and sides talking about his ringlets and then bangs me. with a brush...

Has anyone heard the female voice recording on the inner west train say berala? She sounds super excited!!

"Falling over backwards for you
Falling over everybody else
I put myself in that position
Every single time I have the chance"

move along :=: all-american rejects

2006-09-05T00:16:00.000+10:00

I have this reflex action where i cover my little nim whenever i pop my ticket in and walk thru the ticket barrier in the fear that the barrier will close on my pride and joy.... *sniff

twenty-twenty surgery :=: taking back sunday

2006-08-20T13:26:00.000+10:00

Zee-ba to the bizzah wears glasses. Either that or he;s really into the whole geek culture fashion trend. next on his wardrobe agenda = old school cardigan. awesome.

freak me := silk

2006-08-11T00:48:00.000+10:00

...let me lick you up and down, til you say "STOP", let me play with your body baby, make you real hot...

make damn sure :=: taking back sunday

2006-05-16T22:03:00.000+10:00

just to let everyone know, Arsenal v Barcelona Champions League Cup Final is on SBS Thursday 18th (this Thursday) 4.30am. Hopefully it'll be a cracking game. Can't wait. Cannot! C'mon the Arse!

Prediction: Either 2-1 or 3-2. Who to? To the Gunners of course! In my Pro Evo 5 Master League season I played Barcelona in the Cup Final and won 4-3 after being down 2-0 at half time. Maybe something crazy like that might happen? hahah not very likely.

grand theft autumn :=: fall out boy

2006-05-09T22:47:00.000+10:00

It's been bloody windy!!

I'm gonna plan on quitting when I get back from Europe. Nope not before so all you suckers on the trip with me are gonna receive gifts of emphysema in giftwrapped in puffy clouds of smoke.

Yep wasn't a fan of the Grates. Even Gyroscope were better. Although they were better than that i-look-like-i'd-prob-cry-after-sex-and-compose-a-sonnet-in-bed-straight-after-cos-im-emo-guitarist that was supporting Tristan Prettyman. HAHA she was pretty, man. GOSH...

Stocked up on new/soon-to-be-released albums to ~~download~~ buy:
* RHCP - stadium arcadium;
* Taking Back Sunday - louder now;
* Dashboard Confessional - dusk & summer;
* Pearl Jam - pearl jam;
* Gomez - how we operate;
* Belle & Sebastian - the life pursuit;
* Panic! At The Disco - a fever you can't sweat out;

How groovy is this. I d/led the Kutless album [Strong Tower] and it had this neat surprise. "Praise & Worship Archive - Over 800 Chords + Tabs.zip".
Hallelujah!

I keep aksing myself why's my Freecell skillz has disapizzled.

say after me :=: bic runga

2006-05-07T19:13:00.000+10:00

I'll be flying out to Germany and central Europe in about, oh, 4 weeks time. Slowly the excitement's building up. Slowly but steadily. Eurotrip here we come.

You wouldn't believe the bands that will be in Germany around the same time (mid-late June). Just to rattle off a few, this is what I reckon would be a pretty awesome festival list.

Southside Festival [Neuhausen ob Eck, Germany, 23-25 June 2006] /
Hurrican Festival [Scheessel, Germany, 23-25 June 2006] /
Roskilde Festival [Roskilde, Denmark 30th June 2006] /
Paradiso [Amsterdam, Netherlands]
Animal Collective;
Artic Monkeys;
Ben Harper & The Innocent Criminals;
Bob Dylan;
Bullet For My Valentine;
Coheed & Cambria;
Coldcut;
Collective Soul;
Dandy Warhols;
Death Cab For Cutie;
Deftones;
Donavon Frankenreiter;
Floetry;
Franz Ferdinand;
Goldfrapp;
Guns N Roses;
HIM;
Kaiser Chiefs;
Kanye West;
Lagwagon;
Live;
Maximo Park;
Morrissey;
Muse;
Nada Surf;
Paul Oakenfold;
Placebo;
Red Hot Chili Peppers;
Scissor Sisters;
Shout Out Louds;
Sigur Ros;
Snow Patrol;
Spoon;
The Cardigans;
The Hives;
The Raconteurs;
The Streets;
The Strokes;
The Subways;
Tool;
Wolfmother; [how cool is that they're touring Europe!]

Although that's prob topped by this one.

Awesome.

uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss - bloodhound gang

2006-04-19T17:41:00.000+10:00

Why do people drive around in their P plater cars with their mates and act like idiots? Idiots who try to annoy the fuck out of you off by yelling at you in a passing car. ooh. I'm so fuckin' scared. So scared I almost pissed my pants! Do they think if they open their mouth and I smell their rank bad breath I'll leap backwards into the path of an oncoming semi trailer!? Yeah. I was so scared I just stood there, staring at you tossers, muttering "Douches". I can see you coming. I can see you stick your head out of your window. I can tell you think you and your mates are king shit. And I know what's coming.

Douches with a capital 'D'.

I always feel like flicking my cigarette through the open window. Fuckin' right into your mouth.

Fuckin' *****.

all at once :=: the fray

2006-04-10T20:35:00.000+10:00

ok. its april. but I've only just been bothered to scrounge around in this good ol' head o' mine to pull out this crap. *drum roll* best/worst of 2005...
Most of it is just stuff that i've seen or heard last year. The past is such a blur.

Finds of 2005:
Athlete
Magic Numbers
Insightful observation and commentary on band dynamics by blokes behind during the subways gig @ BDO (yeap julz you're prob surprised i remembered that)
Stewie Griffin
After the Fall (the main guy reminds me of the little main kid from Freaks & Geeks)
Christian alt pop/rock (kutless, the fray, etc)
Emo haircuts *edit* IN AUSTRALIA *edit*
*edit* alexander's gayboy jared leto and his emo/alt/pop/punk band 30 seconds to mars *edit*

Best albums of 2005:
Subways – Young For Eternity
Athlete – Tourist
Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism
Snow Patrol - Final Straw (released 2004 but deserves to be here because it's just that damn good!)

Worst albums of 2005:
Kanye West – Late Registration (hype)
Coldplay - X & Y (hype)
Foo Fighters - In Your Honor (hype)
Craig David - Story Goes On (really, really really bad)
Babyface - Grown & Sexy (ditto)
Missy Elliott - Cookbook

Best films of 2005:
Mysterious Skin
Just Friends
Shopgirl
Howl's Moving Castle
Family Guy: Stewie Griffin - The Untold Story
Motorcycle Diaries
Shaun of the Dead
Anchorman
Ray
Layer Cake

Worst Films of 2005:
Broken Flowers (wtf??)
Revolver (wtf?? x10)
The Baxter
Napolean Dynamite
transporter 2
Saved!
The Perfect Man
Corpse Bride
Taxi

Best Gigs of 2005:
Jimmy Eat World
Beastie Boys
After The Fall

Worst Gigs of 2005:
White Stripes (yeah this was at BDO06 but they sucked badly enough to be included.)

This is stuff that I've remembered. I'm sure there's more to add to the list but I cant be bothered thinking about stuff like this. It aches my head.

drinking goggles,... on!

2006-03-07T19:47:00.000+11:00

this drunk chick thought i was cute.

*shrug*

go figure.

away from the sun :=: 3 doors down

2006-01-02T02:24:00.000+11:00

Merry New Year!
Hope everyone had a good time celebrating 2005 and welcoming 2006. Fingers crossed that I meet a chick. LoL just kidding. Or not.

goddam it was hot today. man that was crazy heat and hot winds. i think i'm sunburnt from being outside and in the sun the whole day today. and i got stung by a bee/wasp in anthonys pool. i hate that pool. i dislocated my shoulder in there one time too. *shakes fist*

I want to add to my list of "things I want to buy because it'd be kinda cool"
* Bar fridge
* Fan
* these straws with flavoured crystals inside that make normal milk taste like strawberry/banana/chocolate milk without having to mix it yourself.
* Sunglasses because Anamur lost them at Hardwars

Thank god I didn't get tickets to Field Day. I would've died. Maybe literally. At least I wouldn't have to come back into work on Tuesday though. Crap. Work!

brighter than sunshine :=: aqualung

2005-12-30T00:55:00.000+11:00

its been pretty hot lately. all i can say is that it beats that crappy el nino, melbourne-esque weather we were having during october-november. what was up with that? I like this. At least it's consistent.
i just saw russell crowe sing on that john fordman show on tv. fuck he's shit.
NEW season of SCRUBS starts Wednesday 3rd of January in the US. Suhweet. Dude. Chicken Little isnt too bad. I was flicking through some of it earlier yesterday. That and Lords of Dogtown. I think the guy who plays Stacey Peralta might be the same guy from Elephant. Of course I could be wrong. I could just easily check IMDB.com. But I can't be bothered. And the guy who plays Jay Adams looks familiar.
still haven't figured anything out for new years. I hope I end up doing something at least. There isnt really anything to do/go to this year though. I was hoping to go to Field Day but couldnt get tickets for a decent price. So it looks like another boring new years. I don't think I've ever had a good night out on new years eve. We'll see what happens, shall we.

Fin.K.L. have a new album coming out. Sooo, new pics of the "hot one" of the group.

2005-12-19T21:23:00.000+11:00

Fuck Cold Mountain is boring.

I've gained about 5 kilos and a couple of man boobs in the past week and a half. What with 2 bbqs and the non-stop eating at said bbqs and beer drinking. I really wished Australian xmas' were white. And not 40 degrees.

Fuckin Chelsea. 3 losses in a row for the gooners? That's the first time since 1995.

Saw Jimmy Eat World @ Metro. Pretty good! About 1hr 45mins? Should've gotten the green t-shirt instead of the normal black one. Spewin'.

I gotta admit, Jared Leto is one good looking dude.

*sing it back, whoa o o oh ohhh

not finished just yet :=: bernard fanning

2005-12-11T01:27:00.000+11:00

Just came home from a bbq. from 5.30pm onwards I pretty much kept on eating until 1am. of course give or take an hour or two around 8pm. And factor in a VB. Or 4. Suffice to say, at the moment I've got a bigass gut. My sides are hurting from just sitting down. Although this isn't the worst I've been. Not at all. Not by a long shot. Korean bbq at parra springs to mind. Every time I'm at a buffet. Last week at Hurricanes. All in all good night. Very laidback and just hanging out talking and eating. With some more eating punctuating the spaces inbetween those two actions. I think my gut is bigger than my friend's. And she's 3 months pregnant. Hmm. that can't be good.

Man just thinking about korean bbq that night is making my stomach hurt even more. That was sooo bad. I couldn't even walk to the car. Or even stand up straight. I had to stoop. It was like the skin where my stomach is was so stretched out it was hurting trying to keep my stomach and intestines from bursting out like that scene in Alien/s.

Note to everyone who read this blog. Don't bring this "blogging thing" up when you see my in public. Because I'm a guy. And even I have to admit this is pretty gay.

hey julz, i reckon 30 seconds to mars are a better version of gyroscope. Case in point - "Attack". Man that song has been stuck in my head for the past two weeks. Over and over again. When I lie out like a starfish on my bed, when I'm in the toilet doing my number 2 business, on the train ride to and from work, and while I'm just sitting around staring into space.

The old indian guy at work just keeps on doing the rounds at work. You see him with his cup of Dilmah tea in his hand, just walk around the office. And when you turn your head and go back to work, all of a sudden he's standing right next to you, his massive gut brushing your elbow and arm rest. Even being an old man with a huge overhanging gut he creeps up on you like an eerie spectre.

I've just set "attack" as my ringtone.

i predict a riot :=: kaiser chiefs

2005-12-05T20:37:00.000+11:00

u2 tickets went on sale 2day. visual images of zooropa and their disco pop stage flood my mind. and feet steppin' all up in edge's grill. I liked their 80's and early 90's stuff though... anything post-achtung baby! sucks dog balls. I'm only going because they're the type of band that you want to say "I've been to one of their concerts" and act all high and mighty and shit. Reckon they're gonna be any good, Julz?

the old indian guy doesnt wash his hands when he comes out of the bathroom. what a grot!

"head on a stick". wolf creek is good. but not scary. or gruesome. and one of the backpackers looks like keira knightley's ugly twin sister - circa bend it like beckham. that freaked me out more than the outback serial killer. and dude, headshot right in the eye!

These guys have crazy dancing feet. Even if you're not impressed, watch it just for the ending. hahahah.. gay ass asians.

pain :=: jimmy eat world

2005-11-24T12:40:00.000+11:00

First post from work. This is only one of the sites that isnt restricted, which I'm a bit surprised about. Can't access any of my email accounts from work. Hell, I dont even have an email FOR work. Weird.

New happenings at work:
The dude I was working with for the past couple of weeks is now working down at the SPO at Garden Island. And they've gotten this 50-yr old fat indian guy to join Team Nim. I want another trade! This guy is hopeless. He's been here for about 5-6 months - longer than me. And yesterday I was teaching him how to do the job. Even going down to the bottom level and showing him how to run queries in MS Access. WTF?
Hopefully they'll find out what a big piece of deadwood he is and split his salary between me and the other guys that work here. Highly doubt that though. This is almost like a government job. My workmate just got his security clearance and login to the Defence network, after oh, only 7 months?! He started in April. And his defence email still hasn't been activated yet. Too much bloody red tape and bureaucracy.

I'm out. Gotta get back to work.

three or four :=: the new pornographers

2005-11-01T19:40:00.000+11:00

The number "1" button doesnt work on my phone anymore. Unless I press really hard. I really need a new phone.

My Paul Smith shirt from eBay finally came in. It looks alright. Feels like a good make. I doubt it's really how much the auction said it'd be (USD$210). I bought it for $65 which is about the price I pay for my business shirts so it's all good with me.

I still have to wait another 2 weeks after this one for my pay in come in. Argh. I hope its a lot. LoL.

I can't believe Kirsten Dunst is the love interest in Elizabethtown! WTF. She is so off. They should've casted a banga.

yesterdays gone :=: bernard fanning

2005-10-31T19:50:00.000+11:00

Apologies for the drunken rant in the previous post. Yeah. Nuff said.

BDO tickets sold out Friday. I tried to get a ticket but to no avail. I knew I should've bought a ticket the night before. I went to the Ticketek site and everything. I can't remember why I didn't. The only reason I want to go is to see The Magic Numbers. And I doubt I'll have anything else to do on that day. The BDO website are releasing 500 tickets this Thursday though. Every week for the next 10 weeks. So I hopefully can pick one up. So it's all good.

Criss Angel is a freak. This is pretty cool. I can't be bothered making it a link. Copy+paste people. http://www.metacafe.com/watch/37292/criss_angel_walks_through_glass/

magic numbers :=: don't give up the fight

2005-10-30T03:32:00.000+11:00

fuck balmain and their pretentious, racist predispositions. If I was born in Australia, have grown up in Australia all my life, have had Australian values instilled in my whole life, speak Australian, and have only been back "home" once or twice as a vacation, am I Australian or am I still a refugee? My parents were refugees, searching for a better home, a better life for their family. Well, according to some woman in Balmain, if your parents are from another country, even though you're born in Australia and have lived here all your life it doesn't make you Australian. Even if thats all you know. Or maybe its only if you don't look Caucasian. The war in Vietnam is over you should go back. While you're here you better be contributing. Don't you want to go back and live there? Your culture is not ours, you don't know our culture; that's why your not Australian. And all the while this German guy is going, "Do you remember the East Germans? Ask your father, he'll know. We helped you a lot". Over and over again. The fucking nerve. I didnt know this was another state of fucking Nazi Germany. I'm sorry I don't have blue fucking eyes and blonde fucking hair. Fucking tools. Go eat a dick.

spit it out :=: brendan benson

2005-10-22T16:19:00.000+10:00

On Thursday I saw the Presidents of the USA outside Jb Hi-Fi having a smoke and chatting away to fans. After work I met up with Julz and we bought shoes and had pizza at ice+slice. Enlightened her with my theory to "eat all the bird you can" before the bird flu becomes a fully fledged world wide pandemic. Julz can get me the new "Story of the Year" album. wooT1

Apparently I'm flying throug the training at work. It's not my fault though and I'm not trying to be a one of "those" people; it's jsut that doing work is the only thing that I can do while I'm in the office! No net access, no email, not even a friggin login. All I have available to me is the intranet and all the documentation that I'm supposed to read. Damn man I need to get an ipod video real soon. Unfortunately I missed my work's pay day and so I'll be broke for another month still.

Friday night went for after work drinks at Privilege from 5-9pm. Note to self: Vans and Converse All Stars are too casual to get into Privilege because they're trying to go for the "corporate look". Had like 10+ drinks and got wasted. Then went and had a good feed at Big Johns - Chicken caesar salad, fettucini boscioala and all meats pizza. Zealously chanted my mantra to "eat all the bird you can" to my fellow drunkees.

I'm trying to decide which mobile phone to tell my sister to get me when she and my mum fly to Hong Kong tomorrow morning. Guess who the sucker is. So no going out tonight, getting drunk
and telling bangas to eat all the bird they can. I hope they don't eat any bird over there. I'm thinking of either the Samsung D500 or the Samsung E730. They're both black so they'd match my future ipod.

Got my professional graduation photo prints in the mail last week. They actually look alright. Still waiting on the plaque.

Congrats go out Thierry Henry for beating Ian Wright's goal scoring record for the Arse. Wenger better bring in some stars or French players when the January transfer window pops up or we'll lose Henry. Guess what Keep, one of my workmates goes for fucking Spurs. What a tool.

Anyhoo, the main reason for this post. I couldn't get any real good quality photos at the show. I think I was using the wrong settings. Should most prob stick with only ISO 50 and 100. Any more and they'll turn out too grainy and not as clear/sharp. Pics of Sydney Motor Show:

car song :=: cat empire

2005-10-19T21:42:00.000+10:00

Went to the Motor Show today after work. $17 for entry. What a rort. Things are so expensive these days?! Tired from work. Will post pics later.

Out.

feels just like it should :=: jamiroquai

2005-10-17T22:19:00.000+10:00

Had my first day of work today. Not much happened at all really. Induction in the main office in Surry Hills and then reading and filling out forms for the rest of the day at the Defence Plaza. Had lunch with Alex, Min and Glenda. No free drink this time; on account of the fact that by 10am I had had 1 cup of milo (woo! ;p), and 2 cups of capu'.

Sally works at the same building? We should bump into each other some Monday or Tuesday Sally LoL.

Highlight of the day: $3 capuccino at this Surry Hills cafe just off Wentworth Ave. The $2 "World's Best" stand at Central Station was not world's best.

rewind :=: stereophonics

2005-10-13T21:05:00.000+10:00

A French man in a suit shop once said to me "A rich man is the only one who can afford to buy cheap".

Oh yeah, Ali, I work a "minimum of 40hrs" and I work for KAZ Technologies. I think they're the largest Australian owned IT company with around 4000 employees and they're a subsidiary of Telstra. They do a lot of work with Govt sectors - the contract I'll be working on involves the Royal Australian Navy - in the navy... - as our client - you can sail the seven seas! - and we have to standardize and streamline the current system processes and procedures. As it is now each different type of ship has its own system and procedures in place so its down to KAZ to standardize everything into one functioning system.

I'm having trouble buying shirts and ties though. So many combinations. Too many colours and patterns to choose from. I'm not metro enough!

Silver Shadow by Davidoff is a great new fragrance. Some lady attacked me with it at Myer the other day. I LURVE it. It sounds like a superhero. "Who's that guy in metallic silver spandex doing body building poses in the dark corner over there?" "Thats the Silver Shadow". *vvvsssccchhooo*

the future freaks me out :=: motion city soundtrack

2005-10-12T10:41:00.000+10:00

Well, unfortunately for those that were rooting for me on my one man personal crusade against "the man" and the decaying of social morality and conscious, I've decided to ditch my carefree bum-a-lot lifestyle and conform to the "working life", "career aspirations" and "after work drinks".

That's right. My one prerequisite has been met. Friday nights @ Privilege. $3 bourbon and cokes. Sweet. I felt like I had entered a portal into a Utopian parallel society buying a round of 5 b+c's in the city and only paying $15. Niice. It's better than a Happy Meal. It's a Happy Drunk Meal.

I always wanted to work in the city. Not just for the social aspects - you get to meet and bump into people u know or used to know; kind of like a mini reunion or current retrospect of your life - but also the feeling of being somebody. Or developing into somebody. I'm in the rat race now. I'm suited up and ready to rumble. Isn't this the path that society - and TV - taught us our life will lead? It's all about power apparel. Doctor's white robe. Suit and tie. Barrister's wig. And gloves. If you could wear gloves everywhere you go and no one looks at you weird, you've "made" it.

Good pay. Good career prospects for the future. On Pitt St. Close to bars and clubs. And JB Hi-Fi. I start on Monday. Yah!

grazed knees :=: snow patrol

2005-10-05T10:59:00.000+10:00

I wont be in Australia to go to Coldplay. Damn. Even though I think they're new album is just shit - too much of that piano/organ stuff in all their songs; I loved their previous two. jjulz, Coldplay are one of the many bands that I'd like to see live. If things work out right and I get a job soon then June through July I will hopefully be pissing out beer every thirty minutes of every day in Germany.

I'm apprehensive about going to Germany and Europe in general. Not because of the potential to have a beer bottle smashed over my head or getting my head stomped by neo-Nazis. It's because I can't ride a bike. And not being able to ride a bike in Europe is like not being able to swim in Australia, or not being able to ski in New Zealand. Oh wait, I can't do those either...

Pics of my graduation that I was too lazy to upload before in my previous post...

geek in the pink :=: jason mraz

2005-09-28T17:46:00.000+10:00

Well I graduated on Monday - gown and all. I know what you're thinking, how could I forget to shave? I dunno what I was thinking. I wasn't that excited or anything but it was a good experience. I kept telling myself that this was a once in a lifetime thing while I was dishing out truckloads of money to pay for all those graduation "things" like a laser etched plaque and $83 to frame my certificate. Crazy stuff. Crazy. Expensive. Stuff.

So, I'm just goonna recap stuff of note that happened between now and the last post.
* Went to the After The Fall gig @ Metro a few weeks back. Two words to illustrate the vibe onstage. Epileptic fit. Must have brushed off on the audience as well as this drunk blonde girl in front of us was having spasms in all her muscles.
* Watched a couple of gaymo films with Julz:
Mysterious Skin - Not surprisingly there were a few cringe-worthy and confrontational scenes - the kiddie bj, the cow "moment", and the abusive mr t scene unfortunately sprang to mind straight away. I gotta say Elizabeth Shue is a hotter skanky milf than Kim Basinger. What's with the flying saucer scene? It was like something out of 'close encounters of the 3rd kind'. For a Gregg Araki movie it actually made sense and is more muted than his previous stuff, even with the pedophilia theme.
Last Days - Total Kurt Cobain biopic, even though there was a fictional disclaimer. Even some of the many, many costume changes looked the part - striped red and black jumper, the black dress and boots, the cardigan and those big framed sunnies. To sum it up - weird and slow. Michael Pitt [I always thought he looked like Leonardo Di Caprio] looks like Kurt Cobain in some fleeting moments. Too much mumbling. Killer haunting acoustic number actually sung and performed by Michael Pitt though. Man, what is with actors having musical talent as well? You should only be allowed to win the talent lottery once. Damn you Jason Schwartzman and Jamie Foxx!

o yeah :=: end of fashion

2005-08-26T17:56:00.000+10:00

Test run on 26/8/2005 @ 2:47 P.M. with cable modem connected via USB.

Mirror: Optus
Test type: Cable

Your connection speed:

kbps: 800.5
KB/s: 100.0625
Mbps: 0.78173828125

Test run on 26/8/2005 @ 3:16 P.M. with cable modem connected via Ethernet (RJ45).

Mirror: Optus
Test type: Cable

Your connection speed:

kbps: 3963.3
KB/s: 495.4125
Mbps: 3.87041015625

So THATS why my net connection was so slow. What a massive difference it makes. I've been using the USB connection for yonks. At least now I've discovered the bottleneck and fixed it. Fuckin A.

four kicks :=: kings of leon

2005-08-24T14:13:00.000+10:00

* Grandad's in hospital recovering from the removal of a cyst in his leg. When I went to visit his legs were positioned in a way that I thought his leg got amputated. Freaky.
* Chelsea 1-0 Arsenal. We're in desperate need of an out-and-out striker who can hold the ball up. Keep says he creams over Brazil's Adriano. I guess he's into South Americans/Latinos. Look he's pointing at you, Keep. He wants you. He thinks you're hot.
* Legend in the making All Blacks five-eighth Daniel Carter fractured his fibula in the game against the Wal-la-wal-la-bies. Out of rugby for anywhere between 6-12 weeks.
* The Bulldogs - please, please, don't finish behind the Rooters.

everything is alright :=: motion city soundtrack

2005-08-15T03:22:00.000+10:00

Yes Howie Day rocketh the sockseth offeth. His voice is kinda distinct and yet familiar. I'm making him sound so dreamy. *sigh*

Well my mum was happy with me about the whole late night thing. She said I did the right thing to call and ask if she and my Dad were alright. And she said that it was a sign that I loved them. Because I worried about them. After 22 years I would've thought they already knew...

And now for the recap of the weekly sporting events.
* GO THE ALL BLACKS!! Even though we butchered like 4 or 5 good chances to score a try we still piled on 30 unanswered points against the WAL-A-WAL-A-BIES.
* Went to watch the Swannies thrash Brisbane. Snooze.
* Arsenal won their first match of the Premiership. 2-0 v Newcastle with On-Reee and VP the scorers.
* Tens of thousands of people paid good money [$30] to get their name printed in the paper for the City to Surf marathon.
* P.S. Let's not talk about the 'Doggies. Please.

brace yourself :=: howie day

2005-08-12T03:05:00.000+10:00

WTF my parents just came home. Where the hell did they go? Why did were they out so late? When did they go out?? I'm living in a Bizarro world, man.

sitting, waiting, wishing :=: jack johnson

2005-08-09T14:57:00.000+10:00

Dammit, I can't wait for the next Harry Potter book to be finished and published. That might take another year or two though, ey. I might be wrong that there's only one book to go in the Harry Potter series, since Harry won't be coming back to Hogwarts for his final year. Instead, he's gonna travel, follow and investigate leads to destroy He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named piece by piece. And Ron and Hermione do end up getting together.

I saw the movies before I read the books so my perception of what each character would look like is uncannily exactly the same as the actors who play them in the movies. But then J.K. Rowling did personally handpick Alan Rickman and Robbie Coltrane to play Prof. Snape and Hagrid, respectively. And Magda Szubanski is a shoe-in to play Prof. Umbridge from 'Goblet of Fire'. Which I'm actually looking forward to seeing. Maybe only just to see who they chose to play Cho Chang. Hm, they'd still only be 14 yrs olds. That's... pretty disturbing to say the least.

Other movies I'm looking forward to ~~downloading~~ watching at the cinemas for $15.50.
* Mysterious Skin dir: Araki, Gregg (if it doesnt get banned)
* 2046 dir: Wong, Kar Wai
* Elizabethtown dir: Crowe, Cameron
* Haru no Ugoku Shiro [Howl's Moving Castle] dir: Miyazaki, Hayao
* A Scanner Darkly dir: Linklater ,Richard
* The Brothers Grimm dir: Gilliam, Terry
* Last Days dir: Van Sant, Gus
* Kicking & Screaming
* Fever Pitch dir: Farrelly brothers
* Thumbsucker dir: Mills, Mike
* Family Guy: Stewiw Grffin The Untold Story

counting the days :=: bic runga

2005-08-01T00:31:00.000+10:00

Just finished "Prisoner of Azkaban". The books have been pretty good. Interesting reads. I guess though with all the hooplah surrounding the Harry Potter series I was expecting something amazing. It's a very likeable series though, filled with likeable characters. I mean, I finished the 3 books in 3 nights. It might just be me, but even though they're only 13 i think there's some sexual tension brewing between Ron and Hermione.

importance of being idle :=: oasis

2005-07-28T23:11:00.000+10:00

I just borrowed the first three Harry Potter books off my mate. Time is see what all the fuss is about. Funny, "Order of the Phoenix" is the same thickness as the first three combined. Man, she's making a killing. Huge market demographic. And I want to start a petition to cast Lindsay Lohan as Hermione in the next Harry Potter movie. Once she's gone off her crack diet and nurtured her boobies back to health, of course. Of course.

In news from the inflated rotating world that is Usher's ego, US$1 million is how much a watch should cost and this is what it should look like.

feeling a moment :=: feeder

2005-07-26T01:17:00.000+10:00

I'm in this kinda redundant, recurring loop where after my feelings for someone stagnate and die out and I don't see them for a while, when I see them again I'll start to notice things and conclude that they felt something for me too. Makes me think. Like if I was more upfront to begin with then things would have developed. But it's always too late because it usually works out that when I do see them they've got a boyfriend now.

I know I'm just deluding myself though.

Great, now I feel like a pork roll dammit.

gravity :=: embrace

2005-07-17T02:28:00.000+10:00

I spent most of today modifying my XP. Searched through DeviantArt and d/led some cool themes. It was basically just to play around cause I'm gonna format pretty soon. After I get my extra 512MB RAM stick so I can utilise my dual channel capabilities. Lately things have been lagging. :P

What's the world coming to when a successful team sells one of their best players *AND* captain for relative peanuts? He may be 29yrs old but he's still a rock. "Vi-ei-raa! Oh oh oo ooh!" And yeah, I suck at denoting pitch and sounds using letters. Kat's good at it though. Maybe because she's crazy and thinks not in words, but rather in sounds. Like a bird.

I'm diggin' on these chrysanthemum sachets. They're really nice and soothing to drink.

when it comes :=: tyler hilton

2005-07-12T01:09:00.000+10:00

Things are gonna turn interesting in the next 12-18 months in the console market. Not sure if it'll be the case with the xbox360 as well, but its rumoured that Sony will be losing approx. US$100 on each console and be down US$1.18 billion for the first year of the PS3's launch. The PS2 only made a US$500 million loss for its first year launch. Only.

The xbox360 though will again be easily and highly modded, which is a strong selling point when compared to Sony's.

But the drawing power of the PS3 will come from its games catalogue, and the latest Sony PS3 game preview shots almost made me wet my pants. And when I mean almost I mean I did. The Sony PS3 looks so sexy. Such sleek lines and so... attractive. And they're gonna come in white, silver or black.

blinded by the light :=: the streets

2005-07-03T15:50:00.000+10:00

Thats the one, Oi
How did he not find the baggy, with his hand in my shoe?
Way too close for me, ah well at least they allowed me through.
Should be a good night in here, Ramo in the main room,
People keep pushing me though, no reception on the phone.

And i'm thinkin'... (Light are blinding my eyes)
They said they'd be here they said, they said in the corner,
And im thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

These look well speckly, bit of green and blue,
Threes is well cheap though, so i'll take three if i need to.
Right im on the plan, i wish the bouncers would go away,
Borrow water off this man, here goes nothing OK,

And i'm thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes)
Thats proper rank, that tastes like hairspray
And i'm thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

I hate coming to the entrance, just to get bars on my phone,
You have no new messages, so why haven't they phoned?
Menu, write message, so where are you and Simone?
Send message, dans number, where've they gone?

And im thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes)
Why's the message pending? where the fuck are ya?
And i'm thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

Hmm, brandy or beer? Waters a good idea,
Wish that bar lady'd appear; and come serve over here.
Where the fuck could they be? still not over in the corner,
This nights a tragedy, i keep thinking i saw her.

And i'm thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes)
No thats not them, thats not them either...
And i'm thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

I'm still not feeling anything, this has got to be a dud.
It's been ages since i necked it, and smoked six tabs to the nub.
Belly's not even tingling, i just feel a bit pissed..
No-one looks like minglin', i cant see her or him..

And im thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes)
I'm gonna do another i think. Yeah, one more, these are shit.
And i'm thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

These toilets are a piss take, queue's bigger than the door.
Gotta get rid of this pill taste, what are they chattin so much for?
Glad i'm not a girl in this place, they'll be here til dawn.
Sure my belly's tingling a bit, somethings happening im sure.

And im thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes)
Maybe i shouldnt have done the second one, i feel all fidgety and warm...
(People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

Whoa, everything in the room is spinning, i think i'm going to fall down,
My heart's beating to quick, i'm fucking tripping out.
I wonder whether they got in, turned away no doubt.
Who cares, this is a tune coming in, that one where hes like..

Im thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes)
My eyes are rolling back, i'm rubbing my thighs with my hand.
And i'm thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)

Yeah yeah they cheer - can they see my hand in the air?
Need to wave 'em over here. Swear Simone's kissing Dan.
My head is twisted sever, body's rushing everywhere,
They could have texted me when they were near, but i'm fucked and i don't care.

(Lights are blinding my eyes)
What was i thinkin' about? Ah who cares, i'm maaaashed.
(People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night)
Totally fucked, cant hardly fuckin' stand.
This is fuckin amazing; argh.

Go Godspeed!

blue orchid :=: white stripes

2005-06-30T01:05:00.000+10:00

I finally got around to fixing up my layout. I know the last one was crap and only worked properly on my monitor. So yeah, if you find that this one's still buggy and have any constructive criticism to give, let me know and I'll make a note to remind myself to throw burning crap at your window.

I know where you live.

beautiful secrets :=: sarah blasko

2005-06-29T01:24:00.000+10:00

Dude, Courtney Cox-Arquette has massive boobies in "The Longest Yard" which I just saw tonight with MiSZj @ The Red Yard. When did they get so, so, "fulsome"? A result of pregnancy perhaps. It's interesting to note how some actors and celebrities seem to get better with age, quite like wine. Take Raymond's wife Debra from the show "Everybody Loves Raymond". Pretty bloody nice for a 40/50-something year old woman who has given birth to 3 kids. Some times it can be due to the 10-pt cringe factor when looking back at the early and mid 90's.

Oh yeah "The Longest Yard" wasn't too bad. Go watch it for the following things:
* Rob Schneider's "YOU CAN DO IT!"
* Tracy Morgan as a very effeminite prisoner and cheerleader captain.
* If you're a fan of the WWE and know who "Stone Cold" *what* Steve Austin *what* and Goldberg are.
* You haven't seen the original or the British remake with Vinnie Jones.
* If you have seen the original and the British remake and want to make it a "Longest Yard/Mean Machine" trifecta.
* Courtney Cox-Arquette's mammaries.
Final verdict: ( . )( . ) perky boobs out of ( . )( . ) ( . )( . )

catch my disease :=: ben lee

2005-06-28T15:44:00.000+10:00

Recently finished "Angela's Ashes" by Frank McCourt (found it hard and frustrating getting into the story in the beginning due to the irish-speak) and "Great Expectations" (disliked teenage Pip's attitude to Joe and his past and even though the twenty-something Pip was remorseful for his actions and tried to repent it was born from his benefactor revealing themselves), and am now onto "Memoirs Of A Geisha". In general I find it difficult to get into a story until I've come across something substantial that will solidify my perceptions of the characters. I guess it's normal though and I'm just stating the obvious. Like in "Great Expectations" the reaction of Pip upon knowing that he was to receive great expectations just grated with me and I wanted to see what became of his fortunes and whether he would redeem himself in the eyes of the reader.

My To-Read Booklist:
* "Angle of Repose" - Wallace Stegner
* "A Tree Grows In Brooklyn" - Betty Smith
* "Lolita" - Vladimir Nabokov
* "Snow Falling On Cedars" - David Guterson
* "Midnight In The Garden Of Good & Evil" - John Berendt

Does anyone have any favourites of their own? Feel free to share if you do.

trouble sleeping :=: the perishers...

2005-06-15T01:22:00.000+10:00

Friday night was a night of high expectations. All day I was receiving visions, perhaps from Heaven, of a night of debauchery; kebab eating; violent, choking vomiting and finally curling up in bed into the foetal position. Headed up to Fox Studios with Julz for some legal stolen goods sale. Not many bargains and a lot of crap stock. No electronics. But there were big beefy guys standing around looking intimidating. Ended up buying crap yet again. Nice Batman suit Julz, although I do think the Superman suit was waay cool. Had Passionflower, waved off Julz and met up with Daniel, Zman, Martinmup and Spaz at Superbowl to eat. Which was pretty self-serving with a pinch of grounded arrogance considering Min and Glenda were waiting at Jacksons On George already. Uhh, but things worked themselves out by them heading off home and us eating. Mmm, pipis in XO sauce and Spicy Squid. *Slurp*. Being forced to eat is such a mood killer to get drunk. Serves people right for leaving the plate right in front of me though. Afterwards we waddled over to Paddy Maguires for just a couple of beers. Then home.

Saturday was cruisier. Watched 'Mr. & Mrs. Pitt'. Total bullshit plot and story developments. But Angelina Jolie is hot. And its entertaining if you switch your brain onto auto-pilot. Had coffee, chips and cigarettes at a cafe with Anamur, Albert and Daniel, talking about the best routes.

Sunday. "$25?!! What a rip! Fuck that let's just go and tell him we're gonna go eat and come back."Final destination: Gloria Jeans Oxford St sipping a white chocolate mocha and reminiscing about our good childhood. You name it we covered the whole spectrum. From current (Simpsons), to ending/ended (Everybody Loves Raymond, Seinfeld), to retro-geek (Voltron, Transformers, Thundercats) to kiddie (Sooty, Johnson & Friends, Ocean Girl, Captain Planet, Round the Twist) to plain jane sad (Saved By The Bell).

Monday had a bbq at McIlwain Park or something, off Concord Road next to Rhodes shopping centre. I accidentally ate another family's bread. But its ok. They were Korean. Came back to my place and played poker. Won a marathon last game against Martin. I think the whole game lasted like 1.5-2hrs? Ch-Ching-40-dollar-tank-u-vely-muchey.

So, how was your long weekend? Long, by any chance?

A-P-P-O-G-G-I-A-T-U-R-A...

2005-06-03T23:45:00.000+10:00

Spelling bees are awesome! The first time I saw one on ESPN I was hooked. It's got everything. Nail-biting tension. Exhilirating excitement. Gut-wrenching disappointment. The look on a kid's face as they realises that they've misspelt a word-that-I-didnt-even-know-was-a-word by one letter. One measly letter. A stumble at the last step. *Ting* The resignation of his body language as his processes the vibration in the air resonating from the dreaded bell of failure. Classic stuff. Unbridled passion in the faces of all who stare at the cup wishing it was them who'd be lofting it above their head, their scrawny, skinny arms trembling from a combination of excitement and exertion.

Surging through with a second wind in his sails Anurag "Motor Mouth" Kashyap narrowly clipped the crowd's favourite midget and future Ms India at the line. Spectators marveled at the speed and pace of the youngster. Using his finger as an imaginary pencil Anurag gathered up his remaining resources, took a deep breath and the rest, they say, is history. How do we spell winner people? A-P-P-O-G-G-I-A-T-U-R-A.

Smokin' hot news stories here and here.

Heyy ladies...

Yes I'm very bored. :(

this photograph is proof

2005-05-22T16:40:00.000+10:00

Go the Gunners!! Undeserved or not they won the lottery.

i know you know, everything...

2005-05-17T14:04:00.000+10:00

Audioslave's new album comes out next Monday. You can check out their songs here.

In other breaking news, Natalie Portman has shaved her head. Like, SHAVED shaved. Usually I'm not a fan of girls with a shaved head and yet I still find her attractive. And I would jump her bones in a heartbeat.

Current Desktop Wallpaper:

fresh like, uhhh; impala, uhhh...

2005-05-12T01:55:00.000+10:00

Heres some pics from last friday night. You know where its at. Cos where its at is where we at. Home of the toilet i hugged to christen for the first time while still out clubbing.

I guess its not that big of a deal though since I've chucked up before on the city streets, in bushes, on the road, in train station bins, in a plastic bag that i've left on someone's lawn, on someone's actual lawn, next to a temple, next to someones car... hmm. maybe it aint so wise for me to drink after all. Smirnoff Ice bad. Extra Dry good...

Anyway, that reminded me of a fight that night. Typical asian fight - 6-on-1. That wasn't the funny thing though. There was this one dude who had a bottle and he tried to smash and break it over the guy's back. Funny thing was it wouldn't break. So he tried it a few more times. In the end i think he gave up - or his arm got tired - and so he just used it like a hammer. Good times.

Clockwise from centre (the big picture in the middle): me, big earl, spaz.thao. ok i can't be bothered going through the rest of the photos so to sum up whos in them: zman, yuri, fatcat, spoona, glenda, and b1 and b2.

but i can't tell you from the drugs...

2005-05-10T00:54:00.000+10:00

well yep you guessed it. I got sick. I'm all better now. Pretty quick considering i believe. Thats what paracetamol induced drugged out blackouts can do for you. Yeah I know, I'm just kidding. I only had a blackout. I guess my stomach isn't a good venue for a east meets west medicinal conference.

Onto other good news; while I was in one of those drugged out states I won in poker. Hmm, maybe I'm better at poker when I'm drugged out and not thinking straight. Nope. Came second again (twice) last night.

Arsenal will finish second in the English Premier League. They beat Liverpool 3-1. Fingers crossed that they win the FA Cup against Man U. I'm praying that we all get tickets to the world cup Keepie.

Current Desktop Wallpaper:

hey, are you lonely?...

2005-05-07T04:16:00.000+10:00

quote the words from danny glover... "i'm getting too old for this shit".

i took some medicine for my cold and sore throat. and just came home from verandah bar. it's alright though. not TOO bad. I only had like 5 or 6 drinks. so it's all good. feeling woozy from the medicine though.. WOOOOooo...

my throat is killing me. i know i'm gonna be sick tomorrow. dammit. damn u sore throat!

i've been measuring my pants length cos I want to alter some pants that i have and i think i've come across the magic number. 98 cm! not so short that u can see my socks and yet not so long that i think i'm a g banger.

but what do i know?...

2005-05-05T02:03:00.000+10:00

These points might be answers for some emaily chain questionaire. But they're not. I'm just too tired of thinking in sentences anymore.

..pointless & meaninglessly numbered fact #54 := i have a double crown. the hair on the left side - no, MY left side - always sticks up more than the other side.

..current song of the moment := Keane - Bedshaped

..favourite cutesy female character in a movie := natalie portman's "marty" in "beautiful girls"

..zooey deschanel's singing voice in "elf" was really sexy. yeah. sexy carol songs. i'd like to have away with her in a manger.

damn u kat these tamarind candies are so nice. i think the first time i had them were at thi's place. This is whats listed on the back:
INGREDIENTS - Sugar 57.85% Glucose 37.56% Artificial Flavour. Yum.

I'm hoping the remaining 4.59% contains any actual tamarind. Is it right to like to suck on lollies that are a fraction of 4.59% of some fruit that looks like a petrified turd? Mmm. Petrified turd. *Slurp.

i'm no superman...

2005-04-25T22:55:00.000+10:00

Over the past few days I've miraculously attained recent eps of the fourth season of "Scrubs". What can I say. This past week Scrubs has renewed my feelings for it and it has become one of my most favouritest tv shows. Again. I was hooked on it aages back. Then slowly weened off it by watching "Law & Order: SVU" but now I've become a Scrubs addict again. And its so sugary sweet my nerves are numb. And they have great cameos. Like the hot girl from "The Drew Carey Show"; and the American Idol II runner up "Clay Aiken"; and Alex P Keaton; and Tara "I'm a party whore who got superseded by Paris Hilton so I bought myself new boobs" Reid. Great guest stars right? And who can forget that black bald dude from "Clueless" whos a regular on the show. And that weird looking geeky old guy who is Christopher Lloyd's nephew. And John Ritter.

So to iterate, yeah, Scrubs is a funny tv show.

And thanks for the spell check Aloosh my man.

i want to go to the movies...

2005-04-23T17:55:00.000+10:00

Dudes, best site. Ever.

It's just so catchy.

breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep...

2005-04-12T23:23:00.000+10:00

Damn I bought cigarettes today. A packet of 25 no less. Double damn.

My phone keeps on turning off by itself. While it's charging.

0000?0104905#0

2005-04-11T00:04:00.000+10:00

My phone is forked. I need a new phone. The other day while I was recovering from my night out last week I found that my address book had been deleted from my phone, and replaced with multiple entries of this number that isn't really a number that I can't edit or delete. And that the key sound that it makes whenever u press a, err, key was changed to silent. Weird. Then the other day those weird blank entries changed back to being proper contact numbers. Sony Ericsson T68i u suck very muchly. I've got my four eyes on either the Nokia 6170 or 6260.

And last Saturday night I spent over $100 on drinks. Again. Man I can't afford this bum-n-binge lifestyle. I've cut back on cigarettes though. Woot woot. Haven't bought a deck since last Friday night. It hasnt stopped me from scabbing a couple when I'm out but I'm reverting back to being a "social" [read "tightarse"] smoker.

Oh and I came second again in poker tonight. Fockers.

jessica alba.. slurp!

2005-04-05T01:28:00.000+10:00

Oh update. I finally conquered my Mt Texas Hold'emanjaro Thursday night. *catches bouquet* The pressure of being the perennial bridesmaid finally wiped from my psyche. But then I came up short again on Sunday night to Spoona. *drops bouquet* Damn you Spoon.

Sparkys been having problems adjusting to his new environment in his new home. I think we may have to schedule a visit to smooth things out. Sparky might be missing a few screws inside but he's never blue so I hope it's just a simple misunderstanding. If not, I'll just whack him good. It won't help with anything but its a good idea to show him who's boss.

eighteen blue, twenty-one grey...

2005-03-30T11:31:00.000+10:00

Not in any particular order, things I might buy off ebay list.
* Left-handed golf clubs (preferably 3W, 5W, 8Irons, Putter)
* New mobile phone (either Samsung or the Motorola V3)
* Guitar stand
* This...
* Actually this one, black is always in...
* Leather belt
* Drapes
* Guitar strings
* Cotton socks
* Wow look kat!
* Hmm...
* Screwdriver set
* Wonder if he'd mind sleeping on the ping pong table
* cheap!
* Hmm this or this?

RE: Computer Assembly for "Amanamed Aloosh"

2005-03-29T19:55:00.000+10:00

Dear Mr Aloosh,

In regards to your enquiry concerning the possibility of attaining my services for the assembly of your cousin's new computer; I accept. My courier Mr Hsu has just this past minute delivered the vital parts needed in the construction of said computer. To simplify matters I will hereafter name your cousin's new computer Sparky. Operation Sparky shall commence within the next 48 hours, with no ceiling time for completion date. Pick up of Sparky shall be organised after said Sparky has arisen from its mute slumber into a whirling active consciousness.

Regards,
Me.

uhmm....

2005-03-26T15:15:00.000+11:00

i wonder where the comments link went off to? Must be taking a break for Easter. Weird.

Spain soccer (or what crazy people from England call "Football") coach Luis Aragones was fined ₤3,500 for calling a certain Mr Thierry a "black #$&*" (I'm merely using those symbol things because I cant remember whether he called him a shit or a cunt); while Robert Pires was just recently fined by the stylish French ₤35,000 for wearing Puma gear on TV (France are sponsored by Adidas). Does that make sense to anyone else? What is the world coming to? Next thing you know, Brad Pitt will be interviewing Ashton Kutcher for some crappy US magazine.

Alright, I'm gone. Smoko break.

so i wait for fate to find me...

2005-03-24T00:33:00.000+11:00

i was building my little cousin's computer yesterday and today - she has awesome speakers! - and we got to chatting for a bit. In the past I didnt really used to talk to her much. Infact I didnt/still dont talk to a lot of ppl in the extended nim family. I dont speak good and well, all my cousins are like girls. Eww cooties!

Anyway, my cousin is doing her HSC. W. T. F. When I finished high school she just started Year 7. And to hear her tell me about clubbing and stuff just freaks me out! That and the fact she's only 17. Or turning 17 one or the other. AND SHES BEEN TO GAS. I asked half-jokingly "So have you been to gas yet" and she was like "Oh I dont really like that place". I feel so old.

She was telling me all about her ambitions and plans. How she wants to save up for a car, move into an apartment with her friends, go on trips overseas. The whole shebang. Damn her; she makes me feel old and like I'm wasting away.

Go the gooners! One-Nil... One-Nil... Oh and keep. Go the mighty Rabbitohs!

out of the back you fall in time...

2005-03-18T01:48:00.000+11:00

i just realised that my last post was EXACTLY 1 week after the previous one. EXACTLY! Right down to the minute. Freaky and weird ey.

Ok.

Carry on.

Saturday night 11.30pm. Arsenal V Blackburn in the Premier League.

J-Lo please sign me up...

2005-03-18T01:18:00.000+11:00

Dude!

I was listening to some mp3s the other day with my fellow possums and i heard something that made my ears prick up; tickled my fancy; made my mouth drop; and flashed colourful images in my mind.

Listen to J-Lo's new song. Are my ears playing seductive tricks on me, or does she sing "I'm about to feel your c**k"?!?!? I'm amazed and flabbergasted as you. And strangely turned on.

For the record, for ppl out there who believe J-Lo is not a horny skank whore who is married to a rat man, these are the "correct" words she sings in the chorus.

i'm about to sign you up
we can get right
before the night is up
we can get right
we can get right
we can get right
I'm about to fill your cup...

Does that line even make any sense to anyone?? And wow, her lyrics are, like, so deep, you know.

And yes. I would do J-Lo.

life at rainbow's end...

2005-03-11T01:18:00.000+11:00

The rainbow paddle pops are no more! All gone!

The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most...

2005-03-05T04:35:00.000+11:00

Like gregg araki's and david lynch's minds.

the future that i'm trying tO always shy away from.

the times when i will haVe to be at my parents' funerals.

silencE. the deafening and devouring kind.

helplessness.

Ghost Of A Good Thing...

2005-02-27T03:35:00.000+11:00

Me and my mates played poker tonight. It's been our new obsession. It's one of those types of things that we usually exhaust all the fun out of within a couple of months. Our new thing is Poker. Texas Hold'em style.

Anyway, tonight seemed like it was going to be an early night. 3 of 7 players went home early to sleep or something else totally overrated. So the remaining four of us changed the game and played 13 instead.

I DO NOT EVER WANT TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS AGAIN FOR A WHILE.

We ended up playing from 9.30pm-3.30am. 6 HOURS! Non-stop-card-action. It was a continuous series of events looping over and over again. Shuffle. Deal. Sort cards. Throw cards down like we mean it. Give/Receive money. Cry/Laugh. Repeat.

I did not leave my seat for 5 hours. My arse cheeks feel so numb.

I think this night illustrated that we've really flogged this horse dead. It's not as fun anymore. This has kinda turned me off gambling for a while. It was just basically 4 bored guys playing cards becos we couldn't be bothered to go home or really think to go out.

For the record; I ended the night up $15-20. Although during the night I was up by as much as $30. At least it can go toward recouping the $100 I spent on drinks last night at Verandah Bar.

once you do this you can never go back...

2005-02-25T02:46:00.000+11:00

You see them & they see you...

God it was so hot today. Me and my feline friend went and had charcoal chicken with garlic sauce @ habibs in bankstown bro. I dunno, but I'm not THAT big of a fan. The Colonel's Wicked Wings on the other hand, well thats a different story. I'm drooling as we speak. And no this isnt the occassional drool that i slurp up every now and then. this is wicked wings drool.

*slurp*

Then we watched Constantine afterwards. I thought it was a really good film. Hmm I've got a bit of alcohol in my blood so i could go on for ages about how the whole comic book industry isnt all about shiny and bright and PG13+ as all these movies that are cropping up with no-brainer plotlines. Constantine is based on the "graphic novel" Hellblazer by Vertigo Comics. NOT MARVEL. Try to think of Marvel as the Hollywood blockbusters of the Comicdom. Their ideas and premise for plots were good back in the golden and silver age waay back when, but just plain suck now.

Anyway, I won't spoil it for ya too much but Constantine is situated around Heaven & Hell, Angels & Demons, stealing mexicans, a gay Lucifer, twins, teen suicide, smoking, lung cancer & that dude that plays the brother from Even Stevens.

Then afterwards I took a photoshoot and drove around my favourite suburb for 40 mins. Can one ask for a better life?

de-flowered...

2005-02-24T03:30:00.000+11:00

I'm now officially a blogger. I've gotten on the bandwagon because a certain "someone" told me that this is what they wanted. And who am I to deny her that little bit of happiness. And victory. Happy belated b'day present kat! Hmm.. I should've just gotten you a jar of nothing...
So this is it.

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Brilliant!
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I'll be back sometime to post something else. It's late. I'm out.